Daddy's Little Girl My dad had been to the hospital so many times of a heart attack or a heart problem. Everytime I would go to the hospital to see him, and when I was in the car on the way home I would always be crying. The second to last time he was in the hospital I didn't cry because I knew he would be okay. He came home and ended back in the hospital again. The doctors had to do radiation on my dad and would have to transfer him to the Dallas Hospital. He came back to our regular hospital close to our house to get a triple bypass heart surgery done. The morning he was going to have the triple bypass surgery everyone was there, people from church and both sides of the family. My mom, my aunt, and my grandpa was with my dad. Right before the doctors was going to take my dad down stairs my dads heart stop. I don't know what happened by the time we got down stairs and by the time my dad got in the cathlab. Well of course all of my family was crying. My mom and I were talking, and she said we would be crying because my dad would be alive. My brother, which is 19 took me to get a drink. He never hugs me because I don't think he likes me. But after we got our drinks and were getting on the elevator he told me that everything was going to be o.k. and he gave me a hug. By the time we got back, I didn't notice that all of my family was in the hall when the doctor came out. Finally when I noticed where everyone was I stood up and went into the hall just to hear him say that my dad died. Everyone was crying except for me because I was in shocked and didn't want to believe what the doctor was saying. I am only 12 and my was only 50 why did he have to die? The doctor looked at me like I was stupid, then I let it out. I think I cried harder than I ever had. My aunt took me to my mom. Me, my mom, my brother, and my other brother which is 22, my sister which is 16, and my sister in-law were all around each other. My sister in law-was pregnet and had my little niece 2 days later. I have a niece that is 3 and loved my dad so much and everytime she comes over she asks, "Where's Papa?" My nephew is 1 and he knows my dad but doesn't understand anything. My other niece which is 2 weeks old never meet my dad and will never meet him. I just wish I could see my dad one more time and give him a big hug and kiss. Love his little monster,

I Miss My Dad

Daddy's Little Girl

My dad had been to the hospital so many times of a heart attack or a heart problem. Everytime I would go to the hospital to see him, and when I was in the car on the way home I would always be crying. The second to last time he was in the hospital I didn't cry because I knew he would be okay. He came home and ended back in the hospital again. The doctors had to do radiation on my dad and would have to transfer him to the Dallas Hospital. He came back to our regular hospital close to our house to get a triple bypass heart surgery done. The morning he was going to have the triple bypass surgery everyone was there, people from church and both sides of the family. My mom, my aunt, and my grandpa was with my dad. Right before the doctors was going to take my dad down stairs my dads heart stop. I don't know what happened by the time we got down stairs and by the time my dad got in the cathlab. Well of course all of my family was crying. My mom and I were talking, and she said we would be crying because my dad would be alive. My brother, which is 19 took me to get a drink. He never hugs me because I don't think he likes me. But after we got our drinks and were getting on the elevator he told me that everything was going to be o.k. and he gave me a hug. By the time we got back, I didn't notice that all of my family was in the hall when the doctor came out. Finally when I noticed where everyone was I stood up and went into the hall just to hear him say that my dad died. Everyone was crying except for me because I was in shocked and didn't want to believe what the doctor was saying. I am only 12 and my was only 50 why did he have to die? The doctor looked at me like I was stupid, then I let it out. I think I cried harder than I ever had. My aunt took me to my mom. Me, my mom, my brother, and my other brother which is 22, my sister which is 16, and my sister in-law were all around each other. My sister in law-was pregnet and had my little niece 2 days later. I have a niece that is 3 and loved my dad so much and everytime she comes over she asks, "Where's Papa?" My nephew is 1 and he knows my dad but doesn't understand anything. My other niece which is 2 weeks old never meet my dad and will never meet him. I just wish I could see my dad one more time and give him a big hug and kiss.

Love his little monster,

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