Thank You for responding. I was having a hard time there. There are times when I feel like he is with me that I can't stop smiling. Do you ever have days when you feel like your loved one is right next to you? I think they are. It's been 1 Thanksgiving now for everyone. I hope that you do not mind posting this letter. My sister sometimes checks out this site. She is not doing so well. She had a disagreement with our father and they parted on bad terms. My sister couldn't sleep that night because she felt guilty about what she said to dad and thought she should apologize,but didn't because they had plans early the next day. She figured she would say sorry then. I think you can figure out the rest. Her dog died just two days ago and she is really a mess. I know she reads the letters other people write but doesn't contribute. I just hope you are able to post the letter about 16 weekends without you. I know she will be able to relate. She lives 1400 miles away and it's really hard to be there for her...So indirectly we are still connecting. She should be up for the holidays and it will be so good to see her again. I am so glad you have made this site. It sucks why you made and it sucks why I am writing on it..but honestly it has really been good to know we all aren't alone. In fact there are so many of us out there. Do you have time to keep this site going? I hope you do. I know it is alot of work.Thank You for doing it. Thanks for thinking that there are others out there who are feeling this stuff. Everyone has a story. People rarely share them though because it isn't socially acceptable. Counseling helps to a degree but not on this level. With a counselor you are still dealing with another person whom themselves have issues about death and might not have gone through it. You can tell when what you're dealing with is truly touching another human who has been through it themselves. Still there is nothing like this out there that I have found yet. You share when you feel like it and you read other stories when you feel like it. Simple but I am so glad for this site. I just want for you to know that. Thank You again ...Joy

I Miss My Dad

Thank You for responding. I was having a hard time there. There are times when I feel like he is with me that I can't stop smiling. Do you ever have days when you feel like your loved one is right next to you? I think they are. It's been 1 Thanksgiving now for everyone. I hope that you do not mind posting this letter. My sister sometimes checks out this site. She is not doing so well. She had a disagreement with our father and they parted on bad terms. My sister couldn't sleep that night because she felt guilty about what she said to dad and thought she should apologize,but didn't because they had plans early the next day. She figured she would say sorry then. I think you can figure out the rest. Her dog died just two days ago and she is really a mess. I know she reads the letters other people write but doesn't contribute. I just hope you are able to post the letter about 16 weekends without you. I know she will be able to relate. She lives 1400 miles away and it's really hard to be there for her...So indirectly we are still connecting. She should be up for the holidays and it will be so good to see her again. I am so glad you have made this site. It sucks why you made and it sucks why I am writing on it..but honestly it has really been good to know we all aren't alone. In fact there are so many of us out there. Do you have time to keep this site going? I hope you do. I know it is alot of work.Thank You for doing it. Thanks for thinking that there are others out there who are feeling this stuff. Everyone has a story. People rarely share them though because it isn't socially acceptable. Counseling helps to a degree but not on this level. With a counselor you are still dealing with another person whom themselves have issues about death and might not have gone through it. You can tell when what you're dealing with is truly touching another human who has been through it themselves. Still there is nothing like this out there that I have found yet. You share when you feel like it and you read other stories when you feel like it. Simple but I am so glad for this site. I just want for you to know that. Thank You again

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