I am sitting here wondering if this is all real or when will I wake up from this nightmare. My Mother passed away 2 days ago, November 30, 2001 on her 61st birthday. Yes, on her birthday. We didn't even know she was ill. I think she suspected but never wanted to admit it so she refused to go to the Dr. Two weeks ago we were shopping (Like usual!) and today she is laying in a coffin and being created tomorrow. Tomorrow is the funeral service. I was an only child and very close to her. She was my best freind and now a big part of my life is gone just within a matter of days. I thank God I was with her when she passed. I was talking to her and holding her hand. I was able to say my peace to her. I'm glad I told her I loved her and kissed her the last time I saw her. I thank God she was able to see her only Grandson and feel his love. I wish she had more time to spend to see him grow, but I know she will be watching from above. I know she is at peace with the Lord above and she will always be with me in spirit. I am really having a tough time dealing with all of this but I have faith in the Lord and I know my Father and I will get through this with the help of the Almighty Father in Heaven. Please if anyone else is feeling this agonizing pain have Faith in the Lord and talk to Him...He will lead your life. And have peace knowing your loved one is happy and whole up above and will always be within your soul. Regards

I Miss My Dad

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