I Miss My Dad


Hello, I'm glad I found this site. I don't feel so alone now. I lost both my parents recently. Dad died on Nov 5, 2001 after a long illness. I got to spend a lot of time with him over the last 3 years because he stopped working when he got sick. I've always been closer to my mother and I guess that was a way for me to get closer to my dad. But then my mom died on Dec 6, 2001. Now I feel lost, I didn't get a chance to say goodbye to her like I did with dad, I was with dad when he passed because we knew he was dying. But mom died suddenly. I just wish I could see her one more time so I can hug her and tell her I love her. I feel like I left something undone and I don't know how to get passed this. When dad died I was able to sit a have a good cry. But with mom I haven't been able to do this because It doesn't feel like she's gone,I still feel like she's going to walk through the door any minute and ask me if I'm hungry (her favorite thing). If there is any body out there who has had a similar experience and has anything that could help me please email at jbragg@toast.net Jeff
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