I Miss My Dad
miss you so much. It has been 5 months already. Please let me know that
you are there somewhere, and watching us go through our lives. Mom's
struggling. She needs you. It is 2 days until Christmas Eve. Her first
birthday without you in over 40 years. Please comfort us Daddy. Merry
Christmas too. I hope you are in a better place. I have such a difficult
time thinking that your idea of heaven is being here with your family and
watching the grandchildren grow. Jordan is doing good. He is a very
understanding child. Gifted even. I do not know how I could have made it
through this so for without him and Rick and Mom and Raymond. We have been
restless since you left. None of us want to believe it. Dad, I am sorry
God did not heal you. I swear I thought He would perform a miracle and you
will live a long, healthy life. I swear that is what I thought Daddy. I am
sorry you got so sick. I am sorry I never got to say how difficult life was
going to be without you here. Dad, I did not think you were going to die.
I am sorry. I love you more than anything. I want you back. I need more
time. I am not afraid of dying anymore. I wish Mom and I lived closer to
each other. Raymond too. I am leaving tomorrow to go home for Christmas.
I am going to stay with Mom next week. I already am having an emotional
time. Please give me a sign. I love you Daddy. Always, Sher
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