I Miss My Dad


I lost my Dad on Nov 24, 2001. I cant hardly think about him being gone. I can let myself greive right now for i have to stay strong for mom. Dad you went to quick and so painfully. You passed at home, next to mom and wyatt. I wish i was there to tell you it will be alright, i wish i was there to hold your hand as you left this world. I wish i could have told you one more time how much you mean to me and how much i love you. I know i will and always was Daddy's girl. I wish others could know you like i knew you. To have others know the kind of heart as a man you had. You took me in your heart, you made me yours even though i really wasn't. You took me in and adopted me as your own and i never knew the difference. I was your daughter no matter what. I knew if I ever needed anything, if it was in your power you would help me but also show me responsibility as well. I just wish i could hear in your own voice and words that you are okay. I need to know that. I know you are not in pain any longer, but my pain for you is over whelming. Do you know I sleep with your jacket every single nite? I look at your pic everynite before i go to bed. I often wonder how a child gets thru losing a parent. I wonder if i will ever get thru this. Everytime my brain lets down the wall and the fact that you are gone pops in, i shut that ideal down. I know you are always in my heart but i would much rather have you here with us. I think thru death and beyond the love that us kids had for you will never lesson or your love for us. Please God show him comfort in your home. I love Dad with all that I am and shall ever be! I miss your terribly! Your loving Daddy's girl,
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