I Miss My Dad
Dad,
I miss you so much it's hard to make it through the day. It's been over a
year since you passed and I thought it would be easier by now, but it's not.
The world just seems so dull now, and I know you would hate for me to feel
this way. Sometimes I just don't want to be here but I know life goes on.
I,m glad I was the one who got to take care of you but it was so hard.
Seeing you go through all of the pain from the cancer was horrible, you
never saw me cry in front of you but when I would leave the room I would
drop to the floor and burst out in tears, I knew I needed to be strong for
you. The day you died was the worst day of my life but I was glad you
wouldn't have any more pain and you were in god's hands now. I miss my best
friend, the one person I could talk to about anything, your smile, you big
hugs, watching football games together, supporting anything I did no matter
how stupid it was, your wisdom, your smell, your voice, your laugh, just
sitting around doing absolutely nothing, writing music together, you
teaching me about god, you telling me to drive careful, you always telling
me to pray, you laughing at my dumb jokes, you calling me twenty times a day
to see what I was doing, and a million other things.
I love you so much dad, life on earth will be long without you but I will
make the best of it. I'm not afraid of death now because I know you will be
there waiting. I will think of you always and love you forever. Your Son.
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