I miss my dad

I Miss My Dad: the third hundred emails

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Things have been different since you have been gone we were always hopeful that he would be able to lick it My only strength is looking back "ok honey - whatever makes you happy" "Hey Big Guy"! I don't know where to begin Just one favor, ask God if he could make just a little easier on me, please There are times I swear I know you're here when I forget about my fears today is one of those dark very dark days Why did you do it? I still don't understand Not because I regret but because it was good knowing you I want to overcome my feelings of sadness, anger and yes, guilt ...life in general has been hard Thank you for all you ever did for all of us
You were so excited about my wedding I thought you would live forever It was what it was Only hours ago That's it I never gave you much love It's all my fault and I'm sorry 1 more minute You robbed me of a father March Madness First man i ever loved Never experienced this before My father just died "Movin' On" We nver understood each other If you're out there. I miss you Can't drive properly The situation was not ideal A different story 3 losses in February Watching you take your last breath A wife and 8 kids: a busy man A man is always rich if he has a loaf of bread Dad, put in a few good words for me up there I feel like I've missed out I am not strong Little David yells to the sky I smell your after shave all the time Would you visit me when I sleep? Love that greasy workshop smell You are my knight Pain in the ass Love the Stones Missing all the good things that can be shared Frail delicate body lying on the hospital bed Pathetic You suffered with dignity Don't feel bad I really miss you Admire your strength If I do the best I can No clue wha to say A boy called John Just in case Hate myself for not being there You went so soon Forgive me for all the pain I caused you Dad could fix everything A huge part you played in my life What are we going to do without you? Oh why didn't you go to the doctor I am a Doctor. I don't cry. You didn't deserve what you got I enjoy seeing you in my dreams, so please come more often. My doctor says I have to accept his death The pain from Cancer is like no other Absolutely powerless I am losing the battle He was our glue I CANT DO THIS!!! dad, you did a great job for us His spirit is always with us Dear Mommy and Daddy I tried Dad, I tried. I wish we could go fishing My whole world left us SLowly, it feels more real He had a beautiful dream before he died It doesn't feel right celebrating without you My son and I just cried tonight at bedtime I know you really didn't like the computer he could fight no more Thanks, Dad, for loving me It hurts right now to remember all the good times I know you are at peace now Will I ever really see you again? Please say "yes" 24 year old jerk of a son your energy lives on in me all I want to do is die I am in need of truth I love you, I ache for you I feel as if you abandoned me. its staggering to see how you live on 13 year old girl who is finding it really unbearable sometimes my grief is such a selfish thing

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