I Miss My Dad
I think about you everyday. This Friday it will just be one month ago that you left us to go to heaven. To be quite honest at times I feel like it is one bad dream. Slowly, It feels more real everyday. When you died, no one knew you were sick , and you had not been sick a day in your 77 years of life, the shock has been hard on all of us. On your birthday I made you flowers for your grave and wrote you a poem. You have your spot under the shade trees. I have visited more this past month then I did all last year, Dad, I am sorry for that. I was planning on coming for Spring Break, and staying a whole week, and I had just told you that a few days before you died. I never did get to stay a whole week since I moved away. I know that you understood. I miss hearing you on the phone when I call to talk to mom, you would always ask who she was talking to .. you would always say Hi to me and to tell her I love her. and I would tell you Hi and that I loved you back, except the last night, you were worried about your test the next day, you did not say what you always said and I did not get a chance to either. But, I will always know ! You meant so much to me. I miss your smile and your hugs. I can still remember how great it was to hug you. I dreamed of you the other night, it was a wonderful dream.
Mom is having a hard time, Sundays are the worse for her. I never want her to be alone, and I live 5 hours away and can not be there as much as I would like. She is strong Dad, she is taking care of everything that you did. I am so proud of her ! I try to call a lot and let her know how I feel about her, just as I did you.
I look forward to seeing you again, When I go to church Dad, It feels that you are there with me. We found a new church that is just perfect. I know you would be happy to know this, There is a part of me that thinks that you do already know.
I will see you in heaven Dad, Thank you for praying for us and never giving up on us..... until then Keep praying for us. We will never forget you, you will always be a part of me !
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