I Miss My Dad
Hi,
I have loss my Dad who was not only a parent but my friend. This has been such a deep loss and I feel so much sadness and loneliness. I cannot understand why such a wonderful human being suffered so greatly. We had a special relationship since I was a child. He was always there for me. Depression sometimes comes in when I look back and feel so alone. My doctor says I have to accept his death and my pastor stated that everyone deals with grieve in a different manner.
Last year I went through a difficult divorce alone. Now I am remarried and my husband lost his mother after my father's passing. He deals with his lost so good.
My brother is the only family I have but he never calls and I know I will never see him again because he has his own life and does not care.
We are adopting from China a little girl. I pray to God for my opportunity to raise this child giving her love, understanding, and a good life. I will try my very best! It hurts that Dad will never know his grandaughter and I hope that somehow he will know my life will be fulfilled. I have longed to be a mother all my life and due to my previous marriage this was taken away from me!
I need someone to talk with who has felt these deep feelings after a parent's passing. Friends did not call but only sent a card. Sharing your experiences does help and having someone else besides your spouse is needed. Talking would help me.
Sincerely,
Linda
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