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I Miss My Dad

I know it has been almost 4 yrs since you left me. I am so sorry that I was not there with you when you left. When I found out I was devistated to know that I was too late to pay my respects. Inside my heart I know that we were ok and that you loved me and I loved you. The process of dealing with you death was so very hard for me as you know how the rest of the family is. As the years have gone by I have gone thru a horrible relationship, lost everything including myself. Have started over ... I finally went to school to better myself and it has been almost a year since I finished school and started a new job. I know that you would be so very proud of me. After all this time I thought that I was o.k. with your passing but just recently I met someone that lost his father just weeks ago and listening to him talk about his father re-opened the hurt, the missing you, and there have been a flood of tears both joyful and not so joyful. Remembering the good times we had and the sadness that is in my heart when I want to pick up the phone and call you to share something with you. Just the fact of sitting and listening to him and knowing how this helps him as I was not that fortunate makes me feel so lucky to have met this wonderful man. But I know that you are in a better place and that you smile down on me daily... I know how much you loved music and there is a song that each time I hear it I think of you...It is called "Movin On" and I know in my heart that you would want me to do just that. So for now I will say that I Love You, and I am "Movin On".... Your Loving Daughter, Sandra

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