I Miss My Dad
It was almost scary reading your letter to your dad.... it was as if I had written it. I don't know how your father passed away, but my father commited suicide this past Feb.10th. I am getting married on Sept. 1st of this year. He too was soooo excited for my wedding. In fact, 3 days before he died we discussed wether or not he would be wearing a tux. I told him of course I wanted him to wear one, and he smiled and told me "ok honey - whatever makes you happy". God, if I would have known that was the last day that I was ever going to see him, I would have never left his side. I would have quit my job and stayed with him every minute to make sure that he wasn't lonely or sad. I would have told him how much he meant to me, how much I needed him to be here with me. I too feel that my father was my one true love... he was my hero and everything to me. I am so depressed and sad... I don't know how I am going to make it through my wedding let alone my life without him. I wanted to write this note to tell you that your email touched me as it sounds so familiar to me. I would be happy to exchange emails with you if you would like. **I LOVE YOU DAD AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!**
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