I Miss My Dad
I will be 42 years old this summer and I've just recently lost my mother, March 9th, 2002, on a Saturday morning. The nursing home that my mother resided at for only one week, after her being in the hospital for three months, has left me confused and mad. I'm in search of a support group to deal with my feelings of loss and being lost.
In the meantime, I have selected a beautiful high school graduation picture of my mother that I've placed on the mantle to be looked upon for comfort. I am hoping to find a grieving class to share my feelings of unhappiness which seems to control my days. I want to overcome my feelings of sadness, anger and yes, guilt. It's only been five weeks and I thought I was handling my grieving process very well until I had to go through my mother's belongings. The stirring of my emotions that has bubbled to the surface of my conscience, is overwhelming and I don't understand (why) I feel the way I do.
On a more positive note, I'm looking forward to a ray of sunshine through the process of healing because I know that's what my mother would want for me. May God comfort us grieving ones. LAS
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