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I Miss My Dad

Dad, The tears won't stop, mom is finally realizing your not coming home, she says its such a strong sadness that comes over her. I told you I would take care of her but I can't help her when it comes to the heartache we all feel since your gone. We prayed for a miracle and in the same breath we said don't let you suffer. That morning when the aid came, you checked out, but I will never forget the last words you said to me...you were laying on the bed and I went in to see you, and I said "dad I love you....." you kinda ignored me, then I said it again..."dad I love You...." still you said nothing....then I said "Dad do you love me? You said "sure Vic....sure" and with that I left the room, only to come back 20 minutes later to you in a coma....I will thank god everyday that fate sent me to California...why did I go, you were fine 6 days before...then your 2nd daughter flying thru San Francisco on her way home to Mississippi...just so happened that we all were there that weekend? How lucky were we to celebrate, Thanksgiving on Christmas platters and YOUR birthday? we were all so lucky. I don't know how to help mom...I need help myself! Its been 5 months since you left and Dad its a horrible feeling, it wont go away. It hurts so bad!! Thank you for all you ever did for all of us..... forever~Daddy's girl

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