I Miss My Dad
Hello, dad! I wanted to tell you that I wish you were here. I think you know how much we all miss you. I've learned to take it better than I did before. I have your pictures at work and at home. I always look at them and wish I could call and talk to you one more time. I remember I use to call you every Monday morning and I wish I could do it again. I'm sorry I never got to stay over night with you and mom at your house. Now I wish I had that chance. I love you so much, dad and I miss you too. Mom is not doing so well without you and we want to make her feel better but we don't know how. She misses you a lot too. I just finished my English class and I wish I can call to tell you about it. One more step to becoming a Nurse. I wrote a couple of essays about you and me. I talked about how I wish I would have spent more time with you and what had happened that day you left. I think that part help me get through this far. I don't think it would've helped if I hadn't done that. My boyfriend is helping me through this and he has been patient with me. All I can say is that I miss you so much. Your grandson misses you too. He cries for you sometime and I try to encourage him that you are with him. We both have dreams about you at night. His are much happier than mine. I dream about how I can feel your hands being so cold and I'm trying to talk to you. All you do is sit and smile at me with your arms across your chest. I want to hug you but you keep floating away from me and I'm always chasing you, trying to call you. I'll always wake up in a sweat from trying to catch you and crying so hard because I can't. I miss you daddy! I wish I could hug you one more time and call you to hear your voice again. I'll always love you and I know for a fact that you are with me all the time. I know you will be there when I marry someone and when I graduate from college. I love you and miss you daddy! I have instilled your teachings and I will stay in school like you've wanted me to. I can always hear you when I've made a mistake or when you would would encourage me to do right. And this is the way I know you are still with me. I wanted to know this....Your loving daughter, Debra
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