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I Miss My Dad

I was 16, I found my dad on the back porch, sitting in the chair with his eyes open and not moving, the afternoon of christmas day. I laughed at first thinking he was sleeping, until I noticed his eyes were wide open. Everyday I cannot get that last picture out of my head. Daddy I miss you so much, it's been 6 months and I can't do it anymore, all I do is cry, mommy misses you so much, so does Thea, Ryan, Jaimie, and the rest of the family. I don't want to live if I'm not living with you. You taught me everything in life, except how to live without you. I can't do it, it's so hard, I'm so lonely..... I find living so hard to do without you. I wonder every moment what your doing right now? Are you in my head, listening to every thought I have?

I had my prom without you, I couldn't stop crying in the beginning of the prom, it was sooo hard. I turned 17 and you didn't get to see me turn 17 and you weren't there to say happy birthday or anything. IT'S NOT FAIR! Thea and Ryan got 6 more years from you, I was planning to accomplish so much for you, but you didn't want to stay..... what did I do to you? All I did was LOVE you, I'm so mad at you for leaving me, and I don't know what to do anymore. No one understands what I'm going through... I just want you to know that I love you and miss you more then life itself. Please let mommy see the rest of my life PLEASE. Love Always, (your baby)
Tiffany Elizabeth

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