I Miss My Dad

Hi my father also died of a heart not that long ago he was the sweetest person in the world. I didn't know anyone who didn't like him. He work at a high school and all the students at the school loved him. I'm only 13 and like I need this kind of stress at this point in my life. I had to be at the house and witness him dying through the heart attack. He died right in front of my eyes and now that's all I can remember about him. One of the paramedics was a student at the high school my father worked at and they tried for about 1 hour trying to get his heart going again but they couldn't do it. I had to pack up all my things from my house in Ohio and go live with my Mom. My Mom and dad were divorced and I really didn't like my mother that much and I had to go live with her. I had to leave all my friends and family. My Mom really didn't act like she cared that much, but her Mom did because they were good friends. I'm glad I found someone that knows what I'm going through. My Mom told my we should see a psychologist also but I don't want to. What do you think I should do?
Sincerely, Jennifer M.
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