I Miss My Dad
I wanted to tell you that I think your site is wonderful and I was hoping you could post this letter that I've written to my dad. He died in Dec of 2000..3 days before his birthday. He was only 44 and he had a heart attack. Thank you so much for supporting others like you who have lost their parents and may god bless you with lots of happiness. Also..I have created a site as a memorial to my father and I was hoping you'd be willing to post the URL and share it with others like us. "www.geocities.com/cheergirl4life2002/daddyspage.html". Thank you and God Bless! Kristie Nicole Case

Dear Daddy, It's been nearly 2 years since you left me. I miss you more and more every day that passes. Every night when I lay down, I wish you were there to tuck me in. Nothing feels right anymore. I was so much different when you were here..I was vibrant and happy...so full of life. Just like you were. But now I'm not the same; that part of my spirit died the day you did. I search for the ability to live for the moment the way I used to or to just be happy with myself. I feel so guilty that I failed to tell you how much I truly love you. I was always scared to say it, even though I don't know why. When I was in 4th grade, I read a book about a girl whose dad had died and I cried on the playground in front of everyone in my class because I was thinking about what it would be like if you were gone. I never told you about that day, but I'll remember it til the day I die. I miss you so much more than I ever thought it possible to miss anyone. And everyday I try my hardest to make you proud of me..to be the daughter that you would have wanted me to be. I try so hard to be perfect so that you'll love me and be proud of me and then I realize that you always loved me the way I was, even though I wasn't perfect. And I know deep inside somewhere that you're proud and that you're watching over me and keeping me safe. Someday I know we'll be together again, but until then I just want you to know that you're the best daddy I ever could have asked for and I love you with all my heart and soul. I miss you daddy and Happy Fathers Day. Love always, Your Baby Girl..."Nikkers"
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