I Miss My Dad
Dad, I MISS YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH!

It has been 1 month and 1 day since you left me Dad, I don't know how I can go on without you! It feels like a part of me has died with you... Everyone say's that it will get better in time, but I think it is getting worse, I miss you more and more each day!!! I still remember that day (my B-Day) you just showed up out of the blue at my house.. What a Wonderful Birthday Present! It was 3 years ago and in the last three years we became so close. Although my Grandparents raised me since I was 4, It felt so good to have a Dad in my life.....

You know for the longest time after we found out about the cancer, I was angry at God that you "my Dad' was given back to me after all these years, how can God take you away from me again??? I've come to realize that God gave you back to me because he knew that I was a strong person and would be able to help you through all that you would have to go through with the cancer. And I did.. Those 2 weeks at the Mayo Clinic were hard to cope with for me even harder for you! After the lung biopsy the Dr's told me you had 6 months to a year to live, I never believed them because you were always so positive about life.. I know how you never wanted to rely on anyone for help, I also know, you knew that no matter what You could always rely on me.."That makes me happy" Even though you never let on, I think you liked it that I was always calling to check up on you, I was even a little bossy at times about how you were taking care of yourself...

Dad I will never stop talking to you....

I Love You So Much!
Your Little Girl Karla.......
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