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I Miss My Dad

Dear DAD

It's me, I want to tell you this is harder than I thought it would be. I want to be honest and say I still need you, I always needed you and I know there were a lot of things you couldn't be for me. That has always hurt me, and now that you're gone, it hurts more than I can say.

Sometimes I just can't find the words to describe how I feel. I still feel so angry sometimes because it seems so unfair; now I know it wasn't my fault, but it took a long time to get to that place. But now I'm just left with the anger and the hurt.

I know you suffered. You suffered alot, especially once you got ill and the treatment, the chemo, your arm and so on. And I'm sorry you suffered. But I just want to write and say that, if you are there, if you can hear me, if you can see me, please can you help me now. In any way you can, please help me, or ask God to help me, even though you never believed in God.

I don't know what else to do. I try to talk about my pain, but sometimes I feel it will drive me insane, sometimes I don't know if it's ever gonna subside, or if I will ever feel free. Maybe this is the kind of pain you have to learn to live with. Maybe.

I miss you Daddy,

Love W xx

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