I miss my dad

I Miss My Dad: the fifth hundred emails

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i dream about you and you're happy i cant remember the last time i came to visit lost entire family in 3 years poem by a son looking for Mr. Paul Williams There are so many things I wanted to say to you before you left me I have mostly good days now, none like before when you first left us I told Mom that I would take care of you, but Daddy you toke care of me I will always sing your 3 favorite songs to your grandchildren WISH WE JUST HAD FIVE MORE MINUTES I can hardly wait to go to sleep at night so I can hear and see you I never saw his eyes or smile again. you may wonder why I miss and old Irishman like you You missed seeing your grandchild born by 2 months i already wrote you a long letter that i had mom stick into your jacket pocket at your wake You weren't there for me as a little girl. and take her, sHe misses you so bad Why such life with so much grief and unbearable pain? I just hope that I can be half the man that you are haunts me greatly that you died alone in your room I was your little chick your proud and joy Hi Dad. I am having a bad day today it feels like forever Mema, you were my mom for 8 years I feel totally lost without you Dad you've been gone for 14yrs. I miss the comfort of your fatherly touch For many years I blamed myself for his death Your baby got married. The day I went and saw you laying on your sofa, a part of me died too sometimes i can feel him I did not visit you more than twice this month even though you were dying I didn't do much to make you proud I keep thinking I am going to see you sitting in the kitchen reading the paper Dad, we pray alot We were a team! For the first couple of months I would pick up my phone and dial your number Would it have been any better had we your body to bury?? I acted likke a petulant child I suppose I really writing to the Lord as I write these words. for right now crying is all I can do I don't know what it is like to have a dad Please read the letter I put in the casket, Dad. I'm siting here crying so bad i cant even see the screen Arriving at your house was so weird knowing that you weren't there suffocating force holding everything inside why would a dad leave his kids? I'm so sorry that you have chosen not to speak to me for the past year still remember the day i lost you forever The grief never stops, but it becomes more bearable with time our first christmans with out you dad all the way to certain depths I ache until I bleed im glad you are no longer suffering I know he is in a better place, I just wasn't ready for him to leave us this soon Everyday I have cried Pa, Solo quiero que sepas cuanto te extraño y cuanta falta me haces I am an adult, but I feel like I am too young to be without my father It feels like yesterday when I got that dreaded phone call you gave me so much love when you were alive I wish I could call you and talk about my game this weekend. You never really got the chance to see your little girl grow up Don't feel that your grief has to mirror your love in his final moments he opened both eyes, looked at each of us individually and gently closed them I am sick of being strong for everyone else I KNOW THAT YOU ARE WITH US EVERY DAY To my mom, who always said never to frown, because you never know whos falling in love with your smile. If it is true that there is another life after death why don’t you hear me? What did I do wrong to deserve this? Why have I never cried for her.Am i too strong? or am I abnormal I went to the cemetery for the first time since the funeral nine years ago Suddenly for the first time death is so real, so cruel lplease god answer me on this why did you have to take my dad away from me? The truth is: you're gone... I will never be the same TV commercials remind me that I need help He was a big huggy bear of a man Sometimes I can smell you as if you just walked by I buried him on Father's day when i'm gone, release me, let me go You are not sick in my dreams He died of Altzheimers. He was a beautiful man I feel like I have to be strong for mom, but it's very hard "have a good day son" "is Grandpa awake yet?" Man you were strong! You will never walk alone Dad. No more tears for me losing you you broke that promise He went to see old people when they were sick no matter how boring they were I lost my father in a farming accident I thought you were so strong and just indestructable If you could be in the room with me right now sorry for all the time I wasted when I was a stupid teenager I am confused by the way mom is acting my Dad is still with us physically, but not for long. My father Dies in my arms with his last breath Papa, wow. this is a really pathetic way to get out what i want to say Please ask God not to take anymore of the family Fathers Day is just around the corner, but Daddy won't be beside the phone for me to call

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