I Miss My Dad
it doesnt seem fair that emphysema, which is already so cruel, had to take you on fathers day. i have learned alot about regret and whats important. i should.t have gone to work that one day when you were in the hospital, when you couldnt remember the last time i came to visit, even though it was only a day ago. and i made you that sign with mom, chris' and my name on it that said we all loved you very much. i will never forget the look of fear on your face when you recognozed how far your illness had gone, and how little time you had left. you couldnt even tell mom what you wanted carried out for you in the end, because you simply were not ready to die, and we werent ready for it either.
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