I Miss My Dad
To my dear mom and dad: I love you daddy!! I thank God that He nudged me to tell you that I loved you and goodbye just one last time at Pams wedding. I know I was rough on you, but I am glad we were drawn closer this past year. Moms death was so hard on all of us. I know your heart was broken, but praise to God that he let you stay here to help us through. I told Mom that I would take care of you, but Daddy you toke care of me. I still can't believe you are gone, and we had the funeral yesterday. You said at the wedding that all of your girls were now taken care of, did you know, did you feel mommy coming to get you? WHY WHY WHY!!! You looked so healthy, and I thought your heart was better, I thought you would be there to see me raise your grandsons, to cheer me on. I know you are seeing everything, you and mom, but oh god I feel so loney and abandoned!! To lose both of you within the same year, please let me feel your presence and moms. I know in my mind, but my heart hurts so much, I can't feel it there. My tears will not cease for you both. I want you both to come for me , when it is my time. Thank you for being the best parents and nana and papa anyone could ever have, I know I never told you enough but Daddy I am so proud of you and I am sorry I didn't realize how much till you left us. Love for you both for eternity, Robin
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