I Miss My Dad
Dear Dad, It has been six months since you have passed, and I still think about you every day. It has been a hard road. You missed seeing your grandchild born by 2 months. She is a beautiful child and I am lucky to be her mother. Being a single mother is so hard, and it has been even harder living with Mom. She is so critical of me and mean, that it has put me into a deep depression. Some days I cry all day. I try to hide it and be positive, but it's hard. I feel so cheated. I feel so empty. You were always my biggest fan and my best friend. I never had anyone like that in my life, and I guess I never will again. I went and watched some of your old softball buddies play in a tournament today. I took Hailey to show her off. I just kept picturing you running those bases! It was great to be a part of that again, but oh so sad. My world is a lonely place without you. I wish that I would have spent more time with you when you were here, but I couldn't stand to be around Mom. She always made me feel really bad about myself. I know that I should have just put on a happy face and ignored her, but I just couldn't get myself to do it. I'm sorry. I should have been the bigger person. Dad, you were the epitome of unconditional love; always patient and kind, like it says in the Bible. I was the luckiest girl in the world to have you as a father, and I hope you knew how I felt. I miss you terribly and I hope that heaven is everything that you dreamed it would be. Pray for and watch over us. Until we meet again..... Your loving daughter, Jenni
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