I Miss My Dad
Daddy, The day I went and saw you laying on your sofa, a part of me died too. I miss you so much and I always think of ways I can remember you, appreciate you, and tell everyone how wonderful my dad always was to me. I hope I will one day become the kind of parent to my kids as you were to me. I miss my buddy, I miss talking and laughing with you. I miss your laugh and your goofiness. I realize more and more everyday that I have so much of you in me and it feels good to know that. I want to be able to have fun with my kids too, and goof off with them and I want them to love me as much as I love you now and forever. I had a dream about you the other night, but your face was not clear. I'm waiting for you to come see me in my dreams more clearly, so it'll be like you really did visit me.

Until then, I just wanted to say I love you. I'm still missing you, still having an empty space in my life. I wrote some lyrics from some songs. Some you know already, some are new to you. The always speak to me.

Love, Pamela

Not sure I could express this aching in my chest, I guess that I'll always miss you

-- Jewel (Violet Eyes)

I thank you for the music and your stories of the road I thank you for the freedom when it came my time to go I thank you for the kindness and the times when you got tough And papa, I don't think I said I love you near enough -- Dan Fogelberg (Leader of the Band)

I see a little more of me every day, I feel a little more moustache turning grey, Your mother's still the only other woman for me, Little Miss Magic, what you gonna be? -- Jimmy Buffett (Little Miss Magic)

You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith, you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all I'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you -- Celine Dion (Because You Loved Me)

And It's dance with me, dance with me Nautical Wheelers. Take me to stars that you know. Come on and dance with me, Nautical Wheelers I want so badly to go. -- Jimmy Buffett (Nautical Wheelers)

He died about a month ago while winter filled the air, and though I cried, I was so proud to love a man so rare. -- Jimmy Buffett (The Captain and the Kid)

He's somewhere on the ocean now, the place he ought to be; with one hand on the starboard rail, he's waving back at me. -- Jimmy Buffett (The Captain and the Kid)

Yes my life is better left to chance I could have missed the pain but I'd of had to miss the dance -- Garth Brooks (The Dance)

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven... -- Eric Clapton (Tears in Heaven)

And I said, "Daddy! I'm so afraid How can I go on with you gone this way How can I come up with a song to say I love you?" "That's my job, that's what I do Everything I do is because of you To keep you safe with me That's my job you see" -- Conway Twitty (That's My Job)

oh god if you're out there won't you hear me I know that we've never talked before oh god the man I love is leaving won't you take him when he comes to your door. -- Sarah McLachlan (Hold On)

There are days when I swear I could fly like an eagle And dark desperate hours that nobody sees My arms stretched triumphant on top of the mountain My head in my hands...down on my knees -- Stevie Nicks (Sometime's It's a Bitch)

I'm learning to live without you now, but I miss you sometimes. -- Don Henley (Heart of the Matter)

It's not what you got, It's what you give It ain't the life you choose, it's the life you live -- Tesla (What You Give)

You left me standing here a long, long time ago Don't leave me waiting here, lead me to you door. -- The Beatles (The Long and Winding Road)

Tonight I'll sing my songs again, I'll play the game and pretend. But all my words come back to me in shades of mediocrity Like emptiness in harmony I need someone to comfort me. -- Simon and Garfunkel (Homeward Bound)

And I'll take with me the memories. It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday. -- Boyz II Men (It's So Hard to Say Goodbye)

Bethany
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