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I Miss My Dad

Dear Dad, You died 8 days ago. It has been the worst days of my life since then. I never knew your death would hurt so much and so deeply. I am sorry I did not visit you more than twice this month even though you were dying. I became obsessed with working and avoided seeing you in the hospital. I am so sorry because you deserved better. I know mom was there and she took good care of you. The past 4 and a half years you have been sick, and I just thought you would bounce back again, and then I could spend more time with you when I was less busy with my job. I miss you, even though you had been unresponsive and so ill the past several months, I needed you more than you could imagine. You were the best person, so loving, smart, giving and saintly. You were the best I could have ever asked for and I hope you know I will always remember and try to live up to your example. This is the hardest thinkg I have ever dealt with and I miss you so much. I will take care of mom. I love you always, please let there be a heaven where will will be together as a family again. Carol Bethany

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