I Miss My Dad
Dad,

I know you can see your grandchildren, but I wish you were here so they could meet you. You would have all the fun that the BRAIN TUMOR robbed you. Wayne is just like you. I am not,but I live for the thought that you would be proud of me now.

Dad, I know that when you were alive, I didn't do much to make you proud. I embarrassed you often and was a big disappointment. My shortcomings were a direct result of my addiction to alcohol and my use of other drugs. It has been over seven years since I have had a drink and I am healthier now than I was even at the age of 25 when you died. I am opening my own business and I will operate it in a manner which would make you proud. I remember how you worked for so many years and always said that working for someone else would only make them rich while I remain poor.

I think about you often, and realize now, with what I am going through with Justin, what I put you and Mom through. I am sorry, Dad, and the only way I can show that I am truly sorry is to make the rest of my life a testament to you.

I love you and miss you and hope to see you in heaven.

Your son

Jeff Bethany
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