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I Miss My Dad

Dear Daddy, I don't even know where to begin. I loved you more then life, and I know you loved me. It's hard to say in words how much I miss you and I don't know what my life will be like without you. I can still hear your voice in my head with nothing much to say but in it I hear love. You did everything for me, from driving me from Boston to Florida for college or sleeping on the floor of my new apartment in Memphis because my furniture hadn't arrived. I was you little girl, and you were the best daddy ever. I had a dream about you the night after you left. I was in your bedroom and you came in to say goodbye. I can remember it like it was yesterday. Everyday is an uphill battle with you gone. I often think that the only one who could help me feel better when I feel this bad is (was) you. My life feels so lonely now. When I came back to Memphis after the funeral I was laid off from work. I know if I didn't have the spiritual base that you gave me I would probably go crazy but don't worry I'll never forget God. In my heart I know my life will get better, I will get another job, and learn to rejoice in your memory instead of breaking down, but for right now crying is all I can do. I will always love you and honor you memory. Love you baby girl, Jacquin

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