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I Miss My Dad

I'ts been five years ago today since you passed away, I was only 12 at the time and starting high school... today I am 17 and still messed up because of it all.
It still hurts deep down inside and though It cuts me up to look back I can not look foward. I loved you heaps and though I didnt say it enough I thought that you knew how much I cared. Maybe I was wrong?
What did I do wrong to deserve this? I was such a good girl. but drugs messed up your world. Mum says its not my fault that you died though I believe otherwise.
I am in year 10 this year and maybe if I didnt muck up and drop out I would of been in year 12 making you proud.
No-one could ever fill your gap, even though you werent perfect, you were my dad and I love you heaps...
PAPA ROACH is the only thing that kept me going through this darkest time.. helping me to relize Im not the only one in my situation thinking about death and living in a broken home.
If I could have anything in the world it would be one whole day with you. coz without you I am nothing. I cry almost every day.I thought I was strong I was so wrong. I love you, I feel so alone.
PLEASE dont say mean things to the people you love because it could be the last words they hear, no one lives forever and many people are taken to quick. Why does life have to be like this? I will never know.
I miss you Dad

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