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I Miss My Dad

My darling Dad left us yesterday. He died in our arms, me, my sister and my Mum. It was unreal, heartrending, strange, beautiful, soul-ripping, scream-making, breathtaking ... you slipped away and left us holding your body. You were still so strong, your love for your life so real, the cancer let the infection in, but you tried so hard to keep it out. I just can't believe that you've gone. Suddenly for the first time death is so real, so cruel. Dad you never believed the soul went on, but I do, and I hope you've been proved wrong and you are reading over my shoulder as I type. Then you will see me write that you are my strength, you are my rock, for all the difficulties I caused you I am sorry, for all the laughs and love you gave me I thank you for. You were a beautiful person, so kind and content. I love you so deeply it shocks me, if only we could know this depth of feeling when our loved ones are still here. I am 34 but in that instant we realised you weren't with us anymore I felt like a lost 6 year old, crying for her Daddy to come back. Dad, bless me with your kind and beautiful spirit and know that I will always keep you in my heart and with me forever. Michaela x

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