I Miss My Dad
You will never walk alone Dad. Hi Dad, its been 17 months since you passed on, it seems to get harder everyday, everyday i miss you more and i've cried that much that i didn't think there were any tears left. I wish i told you i loved you more, wish i played chess with you that time when you tried to teach me and i said that i was too tired, wish i had went out to dinner with you when you asked me at the weekends rather than going out with my mates. I wish i had made time for you instead of taking you for granted all the time. Too many wishes and i regret it so much that i never made more time for you. I was glad that i was there holding you hand when you passed away when you opened you eyes for the last time i was so happy when you looked at me and knew i was there, you looked like your old self again all the pain, the wrinkles on your forehead and your grey hair had disappeared. You looked immaculate & handsome, i couldn't believe how much the illness had changed the way you looked and when we got you back at the end i will never forget the way looked. It wasn't until you were gone that i realised how big a part you played im life, now there is a huge void that im not sure anyone can fill. I hope at some point you will come and visit me maybe when i cant sleep in the middle of the night or when i am asleep in my dreams, you'll come and sit at the bottom of my bed & talk like we used to i hope, i hope, i hope. Love you more than words can say Dad & there isn't a day that goes by when you are not in my thoughts. D :o) xxxxx
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