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I Miss My Dad

Hi Daddy
You have no idea how much I still miss you. Its been five years and I still think about you EVERY DAY. I still dream about you every week, though not every day like I used to. Every time I think about you or dream of you I feel a sadness that goes deep within my gut and I just feel like dying because you're not here and I NEED YOU. You were our family's pillar of strength and the whole community loved you and thought you were great.
You helped so many, many people, I just wish that you had your chance of becoming a great opera singer like you dreamed of becoming. I know that you sometimes felt like your family didnt support you but we did, I did. Whenever you went up on to sing at a wedding or funeral or some other function, my heart swelled with such great pride that I struggled to keep my tears at bay because I dont like crying in front of other people.
I miss you with every fibre of my being and I wish you were here to help me with all of my problems, especially to help me get rid of this boyfriend I have. I need you to protect me and stand up for me against all the terrible things in the world. I think that you're the greatest man who ever existed and I was privileged and honoured to have had you as my Father.
Please ask God not to take anymore of the family. If he has to take someone, let it be me. I cant go through this again, I'll land up in an insane asylum. The pain is just still too much. I told Mummy that I want to go back on those anti-depressant tablets that made me feel like you were somebody I knew a long time ago, like a distant memory and like you werent my father, just somebody. I didnt feel any pain then. Dreaming about you and thinking about you makes me so sad and I'm tired of feeling this way. I'm tired of crying every time I think or dream about you. Its not that I want to forget you, I want that deep pain to go away coz I cant go on like this anymore. Everything has gone wrong in my life since you left and I just need you back. I know you cant come back but deep, deep down, I'm wishing and hoping that you still could.
I LOVE YOU FOREVER DADDY AND I'LL MISS YOU UNTIL THE GLORIOUS DAY WHEN I MEET YOU AGAIN.

(May Almighty God bless all the dearly departed souls for whom all the messages are for and may His pure, shining light be upon them always. May they all rest in peace, Amen.)

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