I miss my dad

I Miss My Dad: the sixth hundred emails

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the way you left dad was not fair we had so much unfrinished business Its me, your Bunny, your coffeegirl, your perchie, your squirrley, and your winnie I thought that I could handle it Your new grandaughter is beautiful Thanks Dad for adopting me He used to tell me stuff that went in one ear and came out the other Treasure you father...tell him you love him..tell him how much you care I said that you weren't my daddy and I wished that you were dead you were terminal and could barely even take a breath, but you wanted to see your grandson It's the 3rd Father's Day without you...the last 1,095 haven't been easy either growing up I was always afraid my Mom would die I was sitting in my closet today, melancholy I remember sitting on the porch a day or two before you died we are going away on holiday tommorow and i want you and mum to come with us I'm sweet 16 now and unfortunately you weren't there to help me blow out the candles Well I am back in Texas and back into my regular routine The song "The Living Years" never meant more We are trying to buy a tombstone for your grave, but we can't all agree on one style Oh dad. I hate all this I always felt comfortable in the world knowing you were there for me I just miss you. I just want to talk with you. I just want to hug you. I just love you. I love you "Hi ya Top Cat!" Being a teenager without her dad tho is really rough I AM AFRAID IF I DONT SEE YOU I WILL LOSE MY MIND Dear reader, this letter is why I have kept this site up for so long.... I wish I had never talked you into lifting weights to get stronger for your meet So hang in thier and remember that your father will always be your father no matter what because he hasn't missed a thing. Love your Dad with all their heart while you can....he is the only one you will ever have And come watch me play basketball I thought of all the things to say to him but it all came to a halt My dad died of bad habits I remember meeting you once when I was 8 plz daddy i want u I NEED YOU PLZ JUST COME HOME !! DADDY PLZ!!! Dear Frank, I make all my friends listen to Day-o whether they need it or not This may seem a little odd - writing this down for the world to see on the Internet am not writing about my daddy, but my children's daddy. i miss your voice and your jokes I can't help the anger I feel and jealousy for my siblings get out of the trap my mom loves another guy! i know i'm young but inside i'm as grown up as most adults, sometimes more I feel like I need to bargain with someone, but logically I know that it’s no use I just speak to him silently my dad is still alive "Dad isnt with us any more" You still love that person, but life will never be the same He was approachable and honest when I turn 25, I will be older than you I go and smell your comb just so I can be near you.. I suffer from anxiety, fear of more people suddenly leaving me some day's my tears just wont stop, so I've stopped wearing make-up. "What part of NO don't you understand?" My sister and I were fighting over some clothes...trivial shit You hid your pain so well ...why i write i dont know ... i jut miss him You took away my childhood but i dont love you any less I just feel like God isn't being fair my selfish desire to have a good time on the weekend got in the way the day i die will be the best day of my life I go to the cemetery all the time - no one understands why - I just don't know where else to go I miss your calls our long conversations talking about things that only mattered to us Most of all, take care of the son he raised so well My life has been askew ever since. I can not even put a finger on when I actually lost you. We all took the balloons from the hospital and sent them into the sky. you probably dont understand why after two years I am still a wreck. "I know...I'm there at all you guys' big events." I can have that light too one day for my children I can still tast the hot chocolates you use to pass over the fence from the dye factory I wish just one more father son conversation You dying when i was 2 has really affected me if any farthers are reading this, your kids look up to you more then anything in the world even if they dont tell you they do I feel like a real jerk Its funny its 2am here and i just for some reason was thinking of you cancer is a terrible thing My Daddy passed on my Birthday It is tearing my heart out The last time I saw you, Dad, I hugged you and told you that I loved you. I'm glad that I did. I am so happy and greatful that you no longer have to suffer ONE MORE DAY Why did God have to take you now and this way think before you act ... all I see is your pain i guess i have to be patient Letting go of the pain Fish with me Most empty feeling The memory of isn't fading, You were always in my corner I'm so happy that you had seen Olivia walk Did you hear me when you were in your coma? mum got the car done dad put in into a bottle and throw it into the sea The pain just gets in the way All the years went by so fast it's hard to remember you sometime you taught me how to change the oil in the Malibu it sounds as though you passed away in your sleep If I had another day I’d share with you my heart It totally sucks ass you aren't here to move me into my first place

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