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I Miss My Dad

Dear Daddy, Its me, your Bunny, your coffeegirl, your perchie, your squirrley, and your winnie. Its been about a year and a half since you had the seizure. I even went with you to Ryan's accident where we met my mom, so I decided to drive back with her. That was a mistake. Im sorry Daddy. I should have gone with you. Im so mad at myself. I came with you... why didnt I leave with you? Everytime I drive past the apartment building, I look into smashed up wall and remember thats the last time I saw you. I think about you every second of everyday. I cannot possibly live without you anymore daddy. I love you, and I dont think I ever got the chance to tell you. Why u had to go on mom's birthday I'll never know. Why you didnt see my graduate 7th grade, I'll never know. Why you didnt wait four months to see your son Ryan graduate from highschool... I'll never know. But I know you also grieved from your brother's recent death and I know how you feel daddy. I know now.. You cant think about anything else but the burning pain inside you and how you are never going to see that amazing person ever again. Not many people my age suffer such a trajic accident. I sat in the police car waiting as the fucking reporters stalked us for days and how they were trying to get you out of the smashed car while stupid reporters took pictures of your dying face. I dont understand. I'll never understand reporters. They will never understand me. And tho my dream is to grow up to be a famous actress, I am dedicating everything to you. My life has never been the same without you. Everyday I wish you'd come back. Everyday I cry. The burning pain inside me wants to be in your arms again. I have so much more to say to you Daddy. I miss you. I love you. I remember everyday u used to say that when you are gone somedayI would be the only person who would miss you. You said that alot because you were so sick. And I do miss you... incredibly. Come home daddy, please. Love, your Bunny.

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