I Miss My Dad
Hi , My dad died of bad habits. Do I love him less than anyone else that lost a dad. NO .He is my heart. My father was not the "father figure" he drank, done drugs But was the most caring man I have ever met. Everyone that met him loved him--- I wish I had that ---- he had nothing to give but the shirt on his back but would give it to you without a second thought. I hope that one day I can be the man MY FATHER was. so skilled,so loved. Being his son was never easy, well to make a long story short.... 30 years 18 stitches later I have the biggest void I have ever felt.I find myself talking to a dead man every day of my life wishing that the man I had the most problems with in life was still here to argue with. I miss my daddy I always will . It is the space in my chest and head that I can never fill with the presence of my father again. The loss of a father can only be explained by someone that has lost the man (no matter how he is (was) ) unless you go through it.The loss of mine is still devastating to me. Time does not make it better. the thought of "the good times" that only makes you miss him more. I guess I just want everyone to know that no matter what I love you daddy! And miss him every second of the day. I LOVE AND MISS YOU DADDY, LOVE YOUR SON AND BIGGEST FAN, TERRY
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