I Miss My Dad
Dear Frank,
It's been so hard since your passing. It's still so hard to beleive. There
are days that I find myself in utter shock that this has actually happened
to you and this family. And there are times that I want to scream about
how UNFAIR this feels...and watching everyone try and cope without you in
thier lives...well it breaks my heart. The pain is too much, too hard to
handle...I miss you! God and what your wife and children are going thru. I
know you miss everyone, I think that in a spiritual way you are there for
everyone when you are needed....I feel very thankful for that. Frank it's
still so unimaginable that you are gone from here physically. I feel for my
Husband and how he misses you so. This longing will never go away, It's the
pain the pain the pain...When I try and identify what J must be going thru
It's absolutely unbearable....I don't know how she's doing it, and she is
day by day, or hour by hour...Part of me believes you're helping her
along...But I know that too she's got to feel some kind of something about
doing this, getting thru this, coping with this ON HER OWN!! Frank, If Had
one wish I would wish that you get to come back and be with us again. That
there was some mix up and that the wrong person died that day and God said,
Frank go in peace and be with your family they need you. And we all went to
pick you up, probably at the airport cuz that's where you pick people up and
J ran into your arms and you hugged and kissed and loved, and she got to
feel your strong arms around her again, hear your voice and talk to you and
then you hugged each and everyone of your children again and again, and one
by one on down the line we each grabbed and hugged you and told you how
great you are, and wonderful it is to be at your side and how lucky we are
to know you and be apart of your family. I would enjoy watching my husband
fall into your arms collapsing with the grace of your presence, and him
feeling your arms around him and hearing you tell him you love him and and
that you are proud of him. And watching you hold my babies and Sly looking
up at you with one of his smiles, Hearing Jack call you Granpa... Man, what
a great visualization. I'm picturing it in mind, feeling it in my heart
exactly how it would go...your expressions, how you would hug each of us,
and your concerned, take charge look on your face. We'd all know then that
everything would be okay......Listen Frank, I know that's not real...But
sure sounded good...Didn't it??? Well, together and with you in spirit
everyone will pull through this, and never forgotten, you being gone changes
our lives forever and will affect us everyday.....
Frank we are going up to the cottage Finally..I can't help but wish/Want you
were going to be there with us. It just seems like we missed out on so much
Me and E and our kids. Geez, My children will not even know you. Jack is
so young and when I talk with him I make it a point to mention you as his
grandfather and that we always have to think about you and keep you in our
hearts. It's a struggle in my heart Frank. Anyhow, I mostly wanted to tell
you how much you are missed. and how I will never EVER forget you. How
thankful and fortunate I feel to have your son as my husband. How I
appreciate all and everything YOU have done for E and I...That I admired you
as a father, Father-in-law, Business Man, and as a person. Your Son is a
strong responsible, caring, nurturing husband, you did good. I'm the
happiest girl in the world having him as my Husband.
Take care of yourself, visit us often and whenever you want, it's okay to
let us know you are there (AND! Thank you so much for the contacts made
already, I know from my heart it's you.....Please, keep it up it gives hope)
Come and see how big Your grandsons have gotten...Sly is so much like Jack.
Much Love And Gratitude, Respectfully Yours, Daughter-in Law M
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