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I Miss My Dad

am not writing about my daddy, but my children's daddy. The most wonderful, loving father that I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. I feel that they have been tradgically cheated out of the most wonderful man of their lives. This truely is haunting me and my heart aches and I am filled with such a horrifying fear. I don't fill that I will ever be able to make them understand the happiness one had from just being in the room with their father! I am terrified that I will not accomplish what we had set out to do together with regards to their upbringing. I am so blessed that god saw me fit to cross my path with his, but I am so confused as to why god would take him away from us. There are a lot of days that I feel like my heart is truely breaking. Now he is my angel, but what I wouldn't give for one more smile, one more wink, to watch him watch the children with that satisfied look in his eyes, or even to just hold his hand for just anothe second. True love never hurts losing it does! He pasted four months ago today. Many days it feels like he's right here. I can feel him in every breath that I take. It's those days that hurt the most because he feels so close yet he's so far away.

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