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I Miss My Dad

Four months after his diagnosis and two days after his 70th birthday my father died of pancreatic cancer. The killer is one of the most aggressive and since there is no early detection method it has easy access to quickly invade the pancreas and metastasize in the liver. Treatment is limited at best and survivors are rare if found at all. It has been just a few weeks and some day's my tears just wont stop, so I've stopped wearing make-up. I've asked people who have lost their father and regretfully they tell me that the pain never does stop. It is a loss that will always be a loss and nothing can ever fill the gap that is left. Some days I just don't know what to do. No one really wants to talk or hear about it. So I cry in solitude and pretend to be okay and happy when I am with others.

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