I Miss My Dad
Hi daddy, the last thing I told you before you passed was to come to me any way you could as often as you could. My spirit feels yours but my soul longs to be close to you. I miss you in ways that words can not do justice. You were my best friend, I miss your calls our long conversations talking about things that only mattered to us. I miss telling you the new things that Matthew is doing, I really wanted to share those moments with you. He is so awsome I know you are proud of him. I go home from school so often and want to pick up the phone and tell you about my day, about my students, there are many days when I need your support. You were the one person in this world that made me feel like a child, in a good way. I miss holding your hand, I miss your sense of humor, I miss the pride of walking into a room with you and having everyone know you were my dad. You have always been the one to help me through pain and loss, i really need you know to help me through this. Your birthday is tommorrow, last year at this time we were having a celebration for you, it was a perfect day, i wish I would have known that six months later you would have been gone. I would have not left you side. I only wish you could have told me you were leaving, you had come through so much, I never doubted you would make it. I dont think you could have said good-bye, you would have never chosen to leave us. I found my birthday card from last year where you signed it "lucky", luck to be your daddy. I was the luck one, I had the best daddy in the world for 26 years and i will miss you for the rest of my living years. I love you always
Tammy
NC Love,
Your one and only little girl
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