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I Miss My Dad

Dad, I still can't believe that you're actually gone. It's the strangest and most empty feeling I've ever experienced. Thankyou for helping Eric and I through my first pregnancy and thankyou for being there for me in the hospital. I can't believe that it was the last time I ever saw you. I wish you had come to my room to say goodbye when I got out of the O.R. But I'll always have that picture of you standing behind our whole family and looking into the nursery at your first grandson. I miss you. I love you. You deserved so much better then the life you were dealt towards the end. I wish I could have given you the world instead of always taking what I needed from you and never giving anything back. I'm trying to be strong and move on, but it's so hard. You were such an important part of my life. I saw you on tv the other day in a commercial for the Grape Festival. You were sitting on your amp wearing the Vans that I got you, plucking away at your bass. I couldn't hold back my tears. I'll miss spending Christmas with you this year. I know we never had much, but I've always had good Christmases because of you. I can't believe that God chose to take you so early. You still had 6 kids to finish raising. Now I guess that Jason and I have to take over. We're doing our best dad. It's so hard. I'm so sad that Will, Charlotte and Jessie will never get to know you as well as Isaac, Jason and I did. I put Ezra's "I love my Grandpa" bib in your coffin. Carry it to heaven with you, and remember us forever. We love you.

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