I Miss My Dad



Dear; Pop  Thanks for all your help. Your  love, Trust, A Home . All the years went by so fast it's hard to remember you sometime. I'm so lost now.  Mom is getting worse, nobody seems to care. I don't know what to do. I remember what you said about being so lost when Uncle Frank died. Not having anyone to talk things over with, Its all up to me now. I prayed so hard for it to be something small like neck pain or muscle ache. Hope for the best. People ask, how are you doing? I want to say. My Pop is dead how do you think I'm doing. Oh but it's been over a year you must be over it now (times up) Go on with your life, Get over it. Its was just his time. He lived a full life. & all that other shit people say. Oh how it hurts. when, I come home from work or see a car like yours. or see an older man with black hair. I think of you or fathers day or hear I have to pick up something for Dad. The worst is to hear someone call there Dad, Pop that was my name for you not theres. I wished you were here! I pray for you. I know, But I still do. I just don't want to do this anymore. I will never forget. See ya Pop! 

 


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