I Miss My Dad




Not sure why this hits so hard from time to time, but there are times when I just cannot stop crying… and other times when I am so proud of him that when I’m running or… seeing nature… I just smile from my heart. What I’d say to my dad— I miss you… you made such a difference in my life… and I wouldn’t be who I am without your influence. You have two grandsons who need(ed) you as much as I did. I have tried to show them the things that you showed me—camping—fishing—making things—laughing—pancakes on Sunday mornings. How to count by fives. But I have to say… no matter what… even when I don’t let it out… you can never be replaced. I can’t ‘do’ you. When I watched Princess Bride and the scene pops open about—I want my father back—I cannot handle it. Dad, if you can kythe with me… would you please find a way to help me… somehow? I have so much to say—thanks—thanks for heaving me on your shoulders in the windstorms… telling me to rub it in and get ready for another—loving me—crying with me—making me strong. In some ways you would like me now…. And in some ways you would question me… I am more out there than you were… and I don’t think you’d get me… but you would be astounded at how much I honour you and cherish your nature, your hopes, your ideals. Be beloved—and smile wherever you are—it would make life more bearable if I knew you were smiling, Love p


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