I Miss My Dad
if I could say anything to you Dad it would be this:
I am sorry I went to the gymn instead of taking lunch with you.
I am sorry I was not more patient when you did not eat so fast, or as fast as me.
I am sorry I did not slow down enough to really be, like the day in Cracker Barrell, when you said “I have enjoyed this, just being here, talking with you.”
Most of all, I am sorry that I cannot find my way to loving life without you. You loved life, until the very end. I admire you dad, your strength, your strong heart, that I felt until your last breath.
I know you made a lot of mistakes, but for what it is worth……..one day, all I saw was MY DAD. I am lost without you daddy, simply lost. I look at your photos, smell your clothes, look at your pill box, touch your coat and most of all, I see mini movies everywhere I go, and it is you. Then I cry…… a river.
I have never been the most emotionally stable person, not really, but God gave me a good life. I am grateful. I only wish that my heart were less red, less deep and less broken.
I will always love you my precious Dad.
Jeannie
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