hi my name is Daniel, im 15 and turning 16 on 11 june 2001. my father died on december 9th 2000 of a massive heart attack. he died in his sleep. that is a very common thing on my dads' side of the family. the thing is my father and i NEVER had a good relationship until a year in a half before he died. we never really did anything together as a father and son. he was a marine and a police officer and he was always away from home. on his time off my dad, mom and i argued constantly. he rarely spent time with us. he only spent time with himself. the only good times i remember being with him are on the 4th of july, christmas, and new years . i keep on having nightmares about when im all grow up and i see him in the streets and he doesn't recognize me. Another is when this nightmare i had was when was at his funeral and he became the antichrist and it was so horrible. if my father was here with me and i know he is i want to tell him that i miss him very much and that i will over come and take on the family business of being a detective which was both of our dreams i just want to hug him for one last time i love you dad love your little guy,little irish, buckethead daniel miss my dad, grieve, greive, bereave, loss, bereavment, breavement, greiving, grieving, death, i, miss, my, dad, sad, passed, passed away, away, died, i miss my dad grieve greive bereave loss bereavment breavement greiving grieving death sad passed away died

I Miss My Dad

hi my name is Daniel, im 15 and turning 16 on 11 june 2001. my father died on december 9th 2000 of a massive heart attack. he died in his sleep. that is a very common thing on my dads' side of the family. the thing is my father and i NEVER had a good relationship until a year in a half before he died. we never really did anything together as a father and son. he was a marine and a police officer and he was always away from home. on his time off my dad, mom and i argued constantly. he rarely spent time with us. he only spent time with himself. the only good times i remember being with him are on the 4th of july, christmas, and new years . i keep on having nightmares about when im all grow up and i see him in the streets and he doesn't recognize me. Another is when this nightmare i had was when was at his funeral and he became the antichrist and it was so horrible. if my father was here with me and i know he is i want to tell him that i miss him very much and that i will over come and take on the family business of being a detective which was both of our dreams i just want to hug him for one last time i love you dad love your little guy,little irish, buckethead daniel

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