I Miss My Dad


Dear Dad.., You passed away almost a year ago ( June 11,2000). As I think about the day that you left us I still can not believe that you are not here with us. It came the day that you got called for your operation, and we were all very excited..and then 10 days later I guess that God decided that it was time that he took over to take care of you. Why did you leave me daddy, I know that you were ill but you were supposed to stick around at least until it was my time for you to walk me down the aisle one day. But I know that in my heart and in my soul that you will walk me down the aisle. (one day). I have been sick myself since you died,and have tried my best to get myself back on my feet..I lost that job..and have been looking ever since. Well Good News Daddy.,,I got one. I know that I was not the best kid,but I was a good kid. At least some of the time . Words cannot explain how much "I MISS YOU." I know that I never told you as many times as I should have how much "I LOVED YOU"..or appreciated everything that you ever did for me as I was growing up. And now I have to live with the guilt inside of me...and think of the things that I should have done differently when you were ill and dying so quickly inside. As everyday goes by I miss you more and more. I am sorry Daddy for not being the best daughter that you wanted me to be. I think of you everyday and everynight as I lay my head down to rest. Mom,Teta,Silverio,Valeria ,Stefano and myself miss you very very much. I still don't know why you left me,but God only knows why and I am not upset with you for leaving me nor am I upset with him.It's just that you should have stayed with us longer.( and that is not fair) With all the bad things that people do in this world,and get on with life..all the good people leave this world and families are left with pain and sorrow. You will always be in my heart and in my soul..and I love you for the person that I have become today. When you died it felt like my wings got clipped and I had no more protection. I hope now that you are doing the things that you enjoyed..do some fishing and golfing.

You will be forever missed and loved. So until we meet again,DAD. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU DEARLY.!

Love your daughter Antonietta (tonia)


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