I lost my Dad October 27, 1995. A blood clot from elective surgery. We all thought the surgery was a good idea but hated it afterward. I found him and tried CPR but he was probably already dead. He was my hero and I miss him with all my heart. I took over watching over my Mom who was on dialysis until she died June 2, 2001. She missed him so much and was so miserable without him. She was so tough and was fighting so hard to enjoy life up until the last 2 months when she fell and cut an artery in her head. She still was fighting and then I think she just got too tired. She was 81 and her body gave out. I stood at her bed in pallative care (she was there for 2 days) I sang all her favorite songs, and told her to go to Dad and we would be Ok, that I would take care of my 2 older brothers and 1 older sister but I never realized how hard it would be without her. I feel so guilty that I couldn't make her life easier or take better care of her. Mom and Dad I miss you sssssooooooooo much. Please, watch over us we still need you. I Love YOu.

I Miss My Dad

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