Dear Dad: I miss you and wish I could know for sure that you are okay. So many things in this life are unanswered and my faith is weak at this time. I wish I had more information or that I could sort it all out so the lump in my chest would disappear and I would know just where you where and that you were happy and well and waiting for me. I am so glad that you were my father. You taught me so much and even though we did not always agree, I respected and trusted you and felt like I was always taken care of and safe as long as you were alive. Now I feel lost and alone. I have no one to comfort me as I live in Seattle alone. I have thought of moving back to the Midwest but am not sure that is the answer at this time. I asked Mom if she wants me to move back to help her but she knows I have a good job and doesn't want me to give it up. She is not too eager to come and stay with me as she don't want to leave the house for too long as there are so many things of you still there. Mom is not doing very well without you and even though you left her well fixed financially she seems to be at a loss without you. She says that she is not afraid but very lonesome and wishes she could have gone with you. I told her that I didn't feel that I had the strength to loss her too and tried to encourage her but I am not sure she is consolable. They say that time heals all pain but I'm not sure. I have been reading every book and philosophy about life after death and have come to the conclusion that the soul is eternal as I feel you around me often. Mom said she felt you hold her in your arms and kiss her a few nights ago and tell her everything would be okay. I just wish I had more information. I don't want to see anything as I am too afraid but if you can come to me in a dream and assure me I don't think that would scare me. If you have a closer way to communicate with God could you please ask him to help us get through this. I love you very much. Your Daughter, Patricia

I Miss My Dad

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