I Miss My Dad


My Dear Dad, I tried to give you hope and courage throughout your suffering. You believed in me and my strength and fought the worst battle. Not once did I shed a tear in front of you, because I feared it would scare you. If you only knew how many times I wanted to throw my arms around you and just cry. To show you just how scared I was of loosing you. There has not been one day throughout the past year, since you have left this earth, that I have not shed a tear for you. I miss you so much Daddy! I wish I had spent more time with you when you were well. I know you know I was always there for you till the end. But somehow that is just not good enough for me. I wish I had told you how sorry I was for all those days you wanted to spend time with me and I always had an excuse. I wish I had those happy memories as a child all back again. I would do so many things differently. Yesterday was my 40th birthday and if someone would have told me years ago that I would be celebrating it without you, I never would have believed them. You gave me life and all your love. I can never thank you enough for everything you ever did for me. I just wish you were still hear with us all. Love your daughter Margaret.


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