Dad, Tonight it will be one week since you died, and I don't understand why this happened, you were only 52, you were fine, how could you just fall out of bed and be dead? How could you leave us all? Mom is just falling apart, she can't handle this, I truly believe she will be with you soon, it's to much for her. We all need you here, there was so much you still needed to teach us, there was so much you wanted to do. You just kept hoping, and wishing that they would lay you off or you could retire early so you could do your woodworking, now what? You only had 3 more years left anyway. Dad, I miss you so much, I need you so much, and more importantly Mom needs you, I don't know what to do, I just want Mom to be happy, but the only way to have that is to have you here. Dad, I love you, I know I never said it, but I do, I have a huge hole in my heart, I feel so empty with out you. Bradly doesn't know how to deal with this, he loved his Grandpa so much, he really misses you, he just talks about the wood hunts you two would go on, and poor little Dougie, you won't even be here for his second birthday, he'll never know just how special he was to you, I don't think I have any pictures of you with him, because there was suppose to be so much more time, you were to young, this was all to sudden, and having the doctor tell us that there was no reason for this doesn't help either. I never thanked you enough for all the stuff you did for us, Dad thank you so much for my home, for the beautiful china cabinet, for microwave cart that is to good for my microwave to sit on, thank you for my life, thank you for my sense of humor, thank you for everything, if it wasn't for you I wouldn't be me, but I still need you, I still need my Dad. You were always there for us, no matter what we could ask you anything, I can't believe you trimmed the branches off our tree the day you died, thank you, I didn't even know, but that was you, you just wanted to take care of all of us, and we took you for granted, I wish you were still here, and yes I know that there is nothing I can do to change anything, and that life goes on, etc. I know that is what you would say to me, but why couldn't you have been sick for a little while first, why couldn't we have had a little warning, why couldn't you have waited just one more day? Sunday was the day we always spent together, I didn't even get to have that last time with you. Dad I love you, and I will always miss you, I hope I can make you proud of me, and I hope you approved of the choices I've made in my life. I love you forever. Sana

I Miss My Dad

Dad,
--- Tonight it will be one week since you died, and I don't understand why this happened, you were only 52, you were fine, how could you just fall out of bed and be dead? How could you leave us all? Mom is just falling apart, she can't handle this, I truly believe she will be with you soon, it's to much for her. We all need you here, there was so much you still needed to teach us, there was so much you wanted to do. You just kept hoping, and wishing that they would lay you off or you could retire early so you could do your woodworking, now what? You only had 3 more years left anyway. Dad, I miss you so much, I need you so much, and more importantly Mom needs you, I don't know what to do, I just want Mom to be happy, but the only way to have that is to have you here. Dad, I love you, I know I never said it, but I do, I have a huge hole in my heart, I feel so empty with out you. Bradly doesn't know how to deal with this, he loved his Grandpa so much, he really misses you, he just talks about the wood hunts you two would go on, and poor little Dougie, you won't even be here for his second birthday, he'll never know just how special he was to you, I don't think I have any pictures of you with him, because there was suppose to be so much more time, you were to young, this was all to sudden, and having the doctor tell us that there was no reason for this doesn't help either. I never thanked you enough for all the stuff you did for us, Dad thank you so much for my home, for the beautiful china cabinet, for microwave cart that is to good for my microwave to sit on, thank you for my life, thank you for my sense of humor, thank you for everything, if it wasn't for you I wouldn't be me, but I still need you, I still need my Dad. You were always there for us, no matter what we could ask you anything, I can't believe you trimmed the branches off our tree the day you died, thank you, I didn't even know, but that was you, you just wanted to take care of all of us, and we took you for granted, I wish you were still here, and yes I know that there is nothing I can do to change anything, and that life goes on, etc. I know that is what you would say to me, but why couldn't you have been sick for a little while first, why couldn't we have had a little warning, why couldn't you have waited just one more day? Sunday was the day we always spent together, I didn't even get to have that last time with you. Dad I love you, and I will always miss you, I hope I can make you proud of me, and I hope you approved of the choices I've made in my life. I love you forever. Sana

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