god dad i can't believe your gone it's been a month already and i still wake up and start crying knowing your not going to be at work when i get there. i dont know how to talk to mom shes so sad and depressed, i try to keep her mind off things and have her come to work and pass time. i want to say the perfect things to her to make her feel somewhat better but i think it wont help so i dont say nothing at all. mom gave me your ring. i wear it all the time, when i have something tough to do or im scared about something i look down at the ring on my finger and i start feeling better. i hope you like heaven dad. hows' bev? say hi to everyone. i miss them also. i love you pop. i talked to you that sunday about that stupid truck i sold , i think back now about the conversation we had, how you said you were proud of me and about the commision i would make. i just wish i wouldv'e come over that night and saw you, talked and stuff. i never wouldv'e thought you would die that night. nobody did except god. dad i know your watching after me i can feel the warmth of you being around and i love it. it makes me feel better about decisions that i make because your near me and i know you'd find a way to smack me upside the head if i was making a bad decision. . . DAD I MISS YOU SO MUCH! you will be in my heart, my prayers, my thoughts, my everything. save a seat for me up there dad! your son--

I Miss My Dad

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